I blame Amy Poehler’s face for the lack of check marks on my to-do list.
I make to-do lists for most days right before I go to bed. I often don’t look at my list until half-way through the day because writing it down is usually enough to make the tasks stick in my mind and I don’t want to see that filled sheet of paper until I can cross things off.
I did 3 out of 11 things on my list today.
There will be no gold stars, no rewards* and no pats on the back for me.
There will be punishment in the form of an earlier wake-up time, a new and old mess to deal with (it’s called ‘my home’), a crash course through drafts of an essay, forced creativity and way more thinking and planning than I care to do.
The most time consuming parts of this day’s list will be rolling over to the early hours of tomorrow morning.
#2: Make a birthday cake for a woman I’ve been in awe of since I was five.**
Then from tomorrow’s to-do list: see her! Drink tea! Eat that cake! Or an Entenmann’s cake if things go south.
Then it’s back to real life stuff.
Reader: Rosie, by ‘real life stuff’ do you mean important endeavors like finding more ways to get bacon in you?
Dearest of readers, of course that’s what I mean.
By, ‘real life stuff’, I also mean…
#3: Work on getting my unemployed, uninsured self some health care.***
It’s hard to remember to take care of yourself when finding the care you need is a different, more difficult process than just doing a search for people who take your insurance.
I’ve been procrastinating this business for a while.
I don’t like change.
Or most doctors.
Or waiting rooms. Which is gonna be even more of a thing now that I’ll be going to free clinics.
Are you getting why I’ve been putting this off?
#4: Go back to the crazy business of job hunting. I kind of took a break from this one because I secretly sort of went through a whole grieving process when I didn’t get… multiple jobs in a row.
My notes on this: follow up. Like, a million times more than you think you should. You’ll either get seriously considered for a job… or they’ll file a restraining order against you. Either way, you’re making your determined face known and that’s a good thing.****
Even if you don’t get the job(s). Interviews are valuable. A horrible, train wreck of an interview can be really useful… in retrospect. If you don’t get to the interview but managed to convince someone to take your resume, that’s still a win. Those suckers are stuck with the environmental impact of their next actions. You’re scot-free.
Have a party!
Keep on trucking, Ricky.
Oh boy, self.
#5: Run a bunch of errands.
Let’s gloss right over this one.
Errands are old fashioned. Who needs ’em? Not this guy. That’s who.
I’m looking into another (super secret) field of work.
#7: Lady stuff.
#8: Back to BACON.
The most important of meats/daily obligations/things to blog about when I should be sleeping.
These cookies happened out of necessity. I had bacon grease and fudge that couldn’t stick around in their current states.
So I smushed them together. And everything was hunky dory.******
Preheat your oven to 375! Or don’t and freeze balls of cookie dough to be baked some other time. ‘Cause that works with these. But eat some now, jeez.
6 tbsps room temperature butter (I used unsalted, if you want to use salted butter, leave out the salt. Did I hear lightbulbs? No? You guys already knew to do this? Dandy******)
2 tbsps bacon fat (a little bit colder than room temperature)
1/3 cup each dark brown sugar and granulated sugar
1 tsp vanilla extract
1 tsp instant espresso powder
1 1/4 cup all purpose flour
1/2 tsp baking soda
1/8 tsp baking powder (for a little extra rise and a slight cakiness- I’m sure you would still get excellent cookies if you chose to leave this out)
A pinch of salt
1 1/2 cups of whatever chunked up candy you want to throw in there.
I split it between rocky road fudge that had gone a bit stale and a big bar of toblerone with a couple tbsps of peanut butter chips to round things out. If you have bacon, please fry up, chop and throw some of that in too.
Scoop out giant rounds of dough, freeze some, bake them all, give them to a neighbor (who’s not Jewish or a vegetarian- unless you’re an ass or it’s consensual) do whatever you need to do to feel right about this as long as you eat them while they’re hot. I mean it, people.
*Today I ate M&M’s with several spoonfuls of peanut butter, a stale peep and some brown rice pudding.
Those were all for sustenance. Nothing rewarding here. Move along, judgers of me.
**Hopefully I’ll also have time to make a card- though the idea of that makes me feel like a tiny, foolish (but thoughtful) child.
***Bacon cookies and health care totally go together, shut up.
****Except restraining orders are bad, don’t get those.
I’m here to provide really basic knowledge and unsolicited, obvious advice.
You’re welcome, stalkers.
*****I watched this lady: http://www.youtube.com/dailygrace
I think that counts.
Mostly because I totes Grace Faced while I wrote that.
******Who says that?
Me, when I’m only awake by the power of an absurd amount of sugar. That’s who.
… Yes this is for both hunky dory and dandy.
God help me if I ever start saying ‘doodle dandy’. Though that seems like it might be fun.